I Need a Job!

October 8, 2008

Or do I? Well, I’m still enjoying being a bum after being unemployed for almost a week now. Yup, I currently don’t have a job right now and I’m stuck all day at my house. This is because the contract with my recent company expired. And now, I’m looking for a new job. Well, kinda. Kasi hindi din ako ganun pa kaseryoso in finding a new job kasi nga enjoy pa akong tambay sa bahay and doing nothing. Hey, no stress because of work and I have the luxury of having long sleep kasi nga hindi ko kelangan gumising ng maaga for work. Though technically I can still go to work with the company until October 15. Yup, they offered me the resources nung office to use for my job hunting. Pero I realized na parang waste of time, effort and money lang yung pagpunta sa opisina kung wala naman talaga akong gagawin dun. Though they offered to pay me also by just showing up sa office, I thought na hindi rin worth it kasi nga ilang oras lang din naman ako dun, maximum of 3 hours siguro, at hindi naman buo yung bayad. I guess I’ll just have to be contended na may makukuha akong separation pay and the pro-rated 13th month pay that I’ll be receiving this month din. Though medyo malungkot na aalis na ako sa trabahong may decent pay naman with less work, I am also excited kasi una, makakapagpahinga na ako. After almost two years of non-stop work, not even having a break after college, makakapagpahinga na ako ng totoo. And also, I have the chance to look for job na talagang gusto ko. Yung tipong magiging masaya talaga ako kasi gusto ko yung ginagawa ko as compared to some job na kaya ko lang tatanggapin kasi kelangan. This time, I thought na kelangan ko ng trabahong gusto ko to start a real career. Sabi nga ng baby ko, this time, yung para sa’kin naman.

So there? Medyo weird pero I guess I am one of those people na masaya kahit na wala akong trabaho sa ngayon. You can say na I’m between things right now. Between being miserable and being happy, finally…

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October 3, 2008

[too tired to think…]

Sorry, just can’t get enough of Katy Perry…

Ur So Gay

I hope you hang yourself with your h&m scarf
While jacking off listening to Mozart
You bitch and moan about LA
Wishing you were in the rain reading Hemingway
You don’t eat meat
And drive electrical cars
You’re so indie rock it’s almost an art
You need SPF 45 just to stay alive
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…
You’re so sad maybe you should buy a happy meal
You’re so skinny you should really super size the deal
Secretly you’re so amused
That nobody understands you
I’m so mean cause I cannot get you outta your head
I’m so angry cause you rather myspace instead
I can’t believe I fell in love
With some one that wears more makeup than…
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like…
You walk around like you’re oh so debonair
You pull em down and
There’s really nothing there
I wish you would just be real with me
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
Oh no no no no no no no…
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like boys
You’re so gay and you don’t even like boys
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like
No you don’t even like… penis

Lyrics from Lyrics007.com

FUCK! I hate being sick, especially if it’s as intrusive and as disgusting as this cough I have. I’ve tried everything from home-made remedies to just about every kind of meds. Mukhang si Doc Aga na lang ang pag-asa. At siyempre ang kanyang trusty gorilla na babatok sakin to get the problem out. hahahaha! FUCK!

Just recently acquired Slipknot’s new album. And I just wanna share to everyone the first cut from it. Enjoy!

Psychosocial

I did my time, and I want out!
So effusive-fade!
It doesn’t cut, this soul is not so vibrant.
The reckoning, the sickening.
Packaging subversion.
Pseudo-sacrosanct perversion.
Go drill your deserts, go dig your graves!
Then fill your mouth with all the money you will save.
Sinking in, getting smaller again.
I´m done! It has begun, I’m not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.

There are cracks on the road we lay.
But where the temple fell, the secrets have gone mad.
This is nothing new, but when we kill it all
The Hate was all we had!
Who needs another mess, we could start over.
Just look me in the eyes and say I’m wrong!
Now there’s only emptiness, venomous, inspid
I think we’re done, I’m not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me.

Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.
Psychosocial, Psychosocial, Psychosocial.

The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!

Fake anti-fascist lie, (Psychosocial)
I’ve tried to tell you, but (Psychosocial)
Your purple hearts are giving out. (Psychosocial)
Can’t stop the killing idea. (Psychosocial)
If it’s hunting season. (Psychosocial)
Is this what you want? (Psychosocial)
I’m not the only one!

And the rain will kill us all.
We Throw ourselves against the wall.
But no-one else can see.
The preservation of the martyr in me. X2

The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!
The limits of the dead!

Lyrics from E-Lyrics.net

Before and After

October 1, 2008

A few before and after photos of some changes I did in my life. Actually, matagal na itong kuha at ngayon ko lang naalalang i-post kasi nga nagkasakit ako. Anyway, here they are…

My TV rack and TV

Well actually, yung unang photo is not really the original set-up nung entertainment system ko. It was originally placed on the other side of the room. Kaso hindi ko nakunan kaya yan na lang. How it looked before I bought the TV and then how it looks now with my new TV.

New look

Dahil nag-birthday ako, I also decided to cut my hair finally after a very long planning. Another year, another look. Though I’ll admit medyo nagmukhang totoy ako, I still like my new look. Haha.

Hahaha! I can’t believe I’m actually doing this pero I really like this song… I know, so gay! But hey, Miley Cyrus is a pretty girl…

7 Things

I probably shouldn’t say this
But at times I get so scared
When I think about the previous
Relationship we’ve shared

It was awesome but we lost it
It’s not possible for me not to care
Now we’re standing in the rain
But nothing’s ever gonna change until you hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you (oh you)
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent
As I wait for you to say
What I need to hear now
Your sincere apology
And when you mean it, I’ll believe it
If you text it, I’ll delete it
Let’s be clear
Oh I’m not coming back
You’re taking 7 steps here

[Chorus]
The 7 things I hate about you
You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure
You love me, you like her
You make me laugh, you make me cry
I don’t know which side to buy
Your friends they’re jerks
When you act like them, just know it hurts
I wanna be with the one I know
And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do
You make me love you

And compared to all the great things
That would take too long to write
I probably should mention
The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you
Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s
And when we kiss, I’m hypnotized
You make me laugh, you make me cry
But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy
Your hand in mine
When we’re intertwined everything’s alright
I want to be
With the one I know
And the 7th thing I like the most that you do
You make me love you
You do (oh)

Lyrics from AZLyrics.com