Blog Break

Dahil medyo lutang na ako, I decided to just have a indefinite hiatus from this blog. I just need a break, and that is what I’m doing now…

Sweet!!!

Finally, after having a very shitty life because of the work I do, I will have the rest I’ve always craved for since the Christmas vacation. A long weekend, which means 3 whole days away from this hell. And this is just a taste of my life away from this dump because in one week, I will be leaving for a new job. Hopefully it will not be like what I had in this crappy company because I just can’t take anymore stupidity from supposedly people with higher position than me. I wish that this will be the start of my real career…

Song of the Day – Greenday’s Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)

One more week to freedom…

Good Riddance (Time of Your Life)

Another turning point, a fork stuck in the road
Time grabs you by the wrist, directs you where to go
So make the best of this test, and don’t ask why
It’s not a question, but a lesson learned in time

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

So take the photographs, and still frames in your mind
Hang it on a shelf in good health and good time
Tattoos of memories and dead skin on trial
For what it’s worth it was worth all the while

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

It’s something unpredictable, but in the end it’s right.
I hope you had the time of your life.

Lyrics from AZLyrics.com

Idle

Nakakatamad ang araw na ito… Pero okay lang, 2 days to go, long weekend na… LONG WEEKEND BABY!!!

Song of the Day – Sandwich’s 2-Trick Pony

One of the old-school Sandwich tracks nung isa pa silang magaling na banda.

2-Trick Pony

I want to move on
Not realizing I was moving too slow
Tried to hang on
But there was nothing left for me to hold

It’s such a shame that you can’t be with me tonight
I’m spinnin’ ’round in cycles
Hope you change your mind
Before the show is over
I look around, it’s you I thought I’d find

I’ve been on standby
Not realizing I was waiting too long
Instant replay
But there was nothing I can do about it

It’s such a shame that you can’t be with me tonight
I’m spinnin’ ’round in cycles
Hope you change your mind
Before the show is over
I look around, it’s you I thought I’d find

Still in denial
I can’t believe that you can do this to me
No lights ahead
I’ve been looking forward but I could not see

It’s such a shame that you can’t be with me tonight
I’m spinnin’ ’round in cycles
Hope you change your mind
Before the show is over
I look around, it’s you I thought I’d find

I have been waiting for you all night
Under the glow of the satellite.
I have been waiting for you all night
Under the glow of the satellite.
I have been waiting for you all night
Under the glow of the satellite.

Lyrics from LyricsContainer.com

We’re All Liars

There’s a reason why everybody lies, it works. It allows society to function. It’s what separates man from beast.

Song of the Day – Sum 41’s Hell Song

Because I’m in hell, but not for long…

Hell Song

Everybody’s got their problems (problems).
Everbody says the same thing to you.
It’s just a matter of how you solve them (solve them),
And knowing how to change the things you’ve been through.
I feel I’ve come to realize
How fast life can be compromised.
Step back to see what’s going on.
I can’t believe this happened to you…
This happened to you…

It’s just a problem now I’m faced with. Am I,
Not the only one who hates to stand by?
Complications Ofir tipsha ended first in this line,
With all these pictures running through my mind.
Knowing endless
Consequenses
I feel so useless in this.
Get back,
Step back,
And as for me, I can’t believe,

Part of me,
Won’t agree,
‘Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don’t feel so insecure.

Part of me,
Won’t agree,
‘Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don’t feel so insecure,
Anymore…

Everybody’s got their problems (problems).
Everybody says the some thing to you.
It’s just a matter of how you solve them (solve them)
But what else are we s’posed to do…

Part of me,
Won’t agree,
‘Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don’t feel so insecure.

Part of me,
Won’t agree,
‘Cause I don’t know if it’s for sure.
Suddenly,
Suddenly,
I don’t feel so insecure,
Anymore…

Why do things that matter the most,
Never end up the way we chose?
Now that I’ve found a way to pay,
I don’t think I knew what I had.
[repeat]

Lyrics from Lyrics007.com

What If…

I was watching my DVD ng Nip/Tuck, and there’s this one episode sa Season 2 where Julia, the wife of one of the doctors, went into surgery and got this epiphany about her life and her thought of having committed so many mistakes in her life. Like not finishing med school, marrying the wrong guy and choosing to be a plain housewife instead of a career woman. She got to see how her life would have turned out if she just went through with how she planned her life back then, and not being forced to do stuff. But she still ended up unhappy, even unhappier with how her life turned out. That is why I wonder, what if I also had that chance to get to see what I would have been like if I chose not to live this life I’m living now. First of all, what if I didn’t shifted course and I actually finished Math in UP? I would have been working abroad as a teacher and taking my masters degree in some university in Florida. That was actually the plan my Tita Belen had for me. Then what if me and Suzzane didn’t actually broke up when we were in second year college and continued our relationship like nothing ever happened? I think we could have been married now, with a kid, but not that happy because we were still too young. And the fact that I am living abroad would just split us anyway. Actually, those are the two things that I think affected my life. Everything revolves around those two important decisions, and frankly, I don’t regret making those decision. Shifting to Art Studies made me realize that there is more to life than just money. There is beauty all around us, and we just all have to learn how and where to look. Being away from Suzzane all those years actually made me realize that I can never live without her. I love her so much, even more now than when we were still young. All those trials we had were just challenges we took to make our relationship stronger.

With that, I would like to end this post with some words I got from Nip/Tuck. It goes something like, Changes should not be done in our lives’ circumstances, but rather on oneself to truly have a change.

Song of the Day – JoJo’s Leave (Get Out)

Good riddance, you bastard!!! BWAHAHAHAHA!!!

Leave (Get Out)

I’ve been waiting all day for ya babe
so won’t you come sit and talk to me
and tell me how we’re gonna be together always
hope you know that when this late at night
I hold on to a pillow tight
I think ‘bout how you promised me forever
I never thought that anyone could make me feel this way
now that you’re here boy all I want is just a chance to say

get out (leave) right now
it’s the end of you and me
it’s too late (now) and I can’t wait for you to be gone
cause I know about her (move)
and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)

tell me why you looking so confused
when I’m the one that didn’t know the truth
how could you ever be so cold?
you go behind my back and call my friend
boy you must’ve fall and bumped your head
because you left your number on her phone
so now that after all that you’ve said and done
maybe I’m the one to blame but
to think the one that you could be the one
well it didn’t work out that way

get out (leave) right now
it’s the end of you and me
it’s too late (now) and I can’t wait for you to be gone (you to be gone)
cause I know about her (move)
and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies (all the lies)
you said that you would treat me right (you said that you)
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)

I wanted you right here with me
but I have no choice you’ve got to leave
because my heart is breaking with
every word I’m saying, I gave up everything I had
on something that just would not last
but I refuse to cry
no tears will fall from these eyes (ohh, ohh)

get out

get out (leave) right now
it’s the end of you and me (you and me)
it’s too late (now) and I can’t wait for you to be gone (you to be gone)
cause I know about her (move)
and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies (how did I …)
you said that you would treat me right (you said that you)
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)

get out (leave) right now
it’s the end of you and me (hey yeah)
it’s too late (now) and I can’t wait for you to be gone (you to be gone)
cause I know about her (move)
and I wonder (why) how I bought all the lies
you said that you would treat me right (treat me right)
but you were just a waste of time (waste of time)

get out (leave) (you and me)
it’s too late (too late) (now)

about her (now) (why)

you said that you would treat me right
but you were just a waste of time (ohh)

Lyrics from Lyrics007.com

UP FAIR!!!

Weekend, once again, came and went. It sucks kasi I still need more rest. Kasi naman napuyat ako nung weekend, mainly because I went to the UP Fair with my baby last Friday. Ang sarap talaga ng feeling pag nasa UP. Ibang klaseng high nung bumalik ako dun after graduating not more than a year ago. I really felt na nabawasan yung buhay ko kasi na-miss ko nang sobrang ang UP. I know, I’ve never been the best student nung college, pero I still love UP. Unlike many students who curse their schools just because they did bad in them, I thank UP for making me realize that I can also commit mistakes and errors. But it also taught me how to stand up after those mishaps…

Anyway, ayun nga! Nag-fair ako nug Friday. I may say na hindi ganun exactly yung in-expect ko kasi ang konti lang ng mga bandang na-appreciate ko talaga. The Jerks was there, The Wudz, Queso, Valley of Chrome and many more. Pero wala talaga yung mga banda na pinakikinggan ko like Typecast, Skychurch, Hilera, etc. Andun sa list yung Sino Sikat, but I guess hindi ko na inabutan kasi late na din kami nakarating dun. Pero maayos pa naman din kasi I get to experience the UP life kahit sa gabi lang na yun. I saw old friends and classmates, ate UP foods, and siyempre, makinig sa mga jokes na may patama sa kabulukan ng sistema. Haaay… Sana college na lang ako ulit…

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